I am so excited to get married but I am worried about not having enough money to get by. The hours at my work just got cut and I am barely working. I really feel uneasy about everything and it has been on my mind the last few days. Will I get enough hours to support my husband and I while he is in school full-time? Will I get another job the way the economy is? What will happen in the next few months? How will we make it?
WHY do I worry?
GOD is in control.
Worry is actually a form of pride because I am not trusting God to provide for our needs. YET......why is trusting in God so difficult at times? I know that this could be an opportunity to grow in Him and I need to be thankful for this hard time and remember that YES God is using it for our good. He loves us and wants what it best for us. I am just so scared. Scared that we won't be able to have enough food for our table, pay our rent, give to the church, buy daily necessities.
Help me Father. Help me to trust that you will provide for us. I love you very much and know that you are in control, though at times I forget it. I am prideful and want to be "in control" and think I know what it best for me and Matt. BUT Lord you are in control and I need help trusting that you will provide. I am weak and sometimes believe that I can do everything, but I can't. You Lord are my strength, please help me. I love you!
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